|quarter of a century...
||[Jan. 5th, 2007|11:50 am]
today is my birthday. and i'm trying to not be sad about it. because that's what i do generally, get sad around my birthday. my past two birthdays in portland were so special, and i miss that.and a big part of me wishes i could be there right now. but i can't.|
i don't know why i put so much emphasis on my birthday, anyway. it is just another day really. no big deal, right? but i always want it to be special regardless, and maybe that's why i get so sad. and it won't ruin my month, my year, my life if today isn't great. it'll be ok. i'll be ok.